god

August 28th, 2005
i’ve got something…somewhat interesting to share.

last last week wednesday, before proceeding to my 10 am class for geography, i stopped by the restroom to answer nature’s call. i kind of developed a habit of reading the writings on the wall by vandals once inside the cubicle searching for something that might probably make me:
a)cringe b)laugh or crease up c)mull over it then agree or disagree in my mind d)upset e)dumbfounded f)exist in a state of skepticism g)exist in a state of wonder.

questions, swears or profanities, statements, names, phone numbers, threats, declarations, generalizations - name it. there are a wide variety of topics but quite a large portion of the space are consumed by those mushy questions about boyfriend/girlfriend relationships and provocative sex inquiries that are, needless to say, surrounded with amusingly different advises and remarks. yes…there is a massive forum or message board going on inside the girls’ restrooms! anyone who would read those things in the cubicle couldn’t help but participate or react on it even without literally writing it on the spare spaces - seeing those networks of assorted markers, gel pens, ballpoints, lipsticks, fossilized chewing gums (hehehe) and unknown entities that i would rather not examine.

anyway, that’s just an introduction. ok, then there are also some kind of literary attempts (so it’s also a sort of a huge open journal) and one caught my attention because written below its title (of course there should be a title!) is the name "Lourd Ernest H. de Veyra" (not sure with the spelling). yes, the front man of Radioactive Sago Project, one of the most controversial and most loved pinoy bands. i presume Lourd composed it and that it was written by probably, one of her devout fans or girl friends, whatsoever. it’s actually not hard to believe that Lourd did this poem, for through the way he speaks and writes songs, there’s blatant proof that he possess profound comprehension in things. and he’s got a sense of humor so, yes…i admire him for that. but the composer of the poem isn’t such an issue for me. the poem just striked me like a shaft and in a short while, i was already searching for a pen and a paper inside my bag - copied it.

GOD
Lourd Ernest H. de Veyra

That night, he was a beer bottle
Wrapped in cold sweat
Radiating over amber light

The Greeks believed he was a circle
Nietzsche said he was dead
But the conclusion of the tale
told by fifteen bottles

God is a bed

i first posted this on my lj (www.livejournal.com/~countingfridays)

at the CS lib

August 16th, 2005
there may be silence here
    but commotions are
in each and everyone’s
    bones, flesh
    mind and spirit
there may be
whispers
   of howling reasons
creep
   of rushing dawns
and a mayhem
   of uncertainties
within a still and quiet
   clump of body
devoid
    of nub and sentience
at some degree
far beyond of what we see

the 85th

August 11th, 2005
there are things
that are not meant to be
comprehended
they just float there
right above your heads
never quite knowing
what to do with them
they just float there
for there is only
one purpose they serve for
that is
to fill up
all corners, cracks, crevices and holes
which you have left
or the others have left
empty

so many good stuff, so little time

August 1st, 2005
good stuff one: i am madly in love with the encarta premium suite 2005. it’s damn my favorite thing here in our pc. the map treks, discovery ch. short documentary videos, 2-d tours…what more could you ask for? and for this version, they included an aurora video which is a thing i really really appreciate. oh, i’m such a nerd.
good stuff two: we installed a new encarta because we kind of reformatted our pc and thank god…our pc’s back to normal.
good stuff three: i finally got hold of the new coldplay album which is x&y and it’s profoundly coldplay. no further explanations needed. as usual, coldplay did it again. they are simply great. of course, the songs have gone through a kind of evolution (mostly are kraftwerk inspired…so you know..the electronic effects thingy) but as a devout fan, i am totally open for that. fave tracks are x&y, white shadows, square one and the hardest part. eff. i love them.
good stuff four: consider this…Shitmen_1
what the…! a magnificent auroral activity (the greenish part above) and the rare noctilucent clouds (electric-blue, white below) witnessed at the same time!!! how effingly fortunate! i took this from spaceweather.com and this shot is taken somewhere in canada.
auroras and noctilucent clouds only happen at high-latitude areas - those near the north and south poles. so…yes, i know…i have accepted the fact, that as long as i am here, i will never ever see one of those effingly beautiful scenes. ok?
   (i first posted this on my lj: www.livejournal.com/~countingfridays)